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Outtakes, etc.

2025-12-27 08:00:00

I start so many things and then talk about them and then don’t finish them. I thought it might be fun to compile them all here so that they’re not lost to the sands of time.


Incomplete projects that I posted about that are more or less abandoned in their current state

Weeknotes but fashion

In February (February! geez) I had the idea to write a recap framed by the fashion of xyz, which I excitedly posted about and then never touched again. I still like the idea and hope to return to it some day!

Digital sketch of what could be a two-page magazine layout. Left: four doodled music player screens each showing a different song playing, set on a bold red background. Right: close up sketch of the side of my face and ear, with my multiple earrings highlighted and labeled. Title: Current listening.
recently listening / my earrings. originally posted in weeknotes 29

Weeknotes but calendar

In August, I thought about doing a low-effort (writing-wise) weeknotes layout structured like a calendar. Retro.app is structured like this and I think it’s really effective for showing a weekly overview.

Work in progress weeknotes post where I'm showing it as a weekly calendar layout of happenings, starting mid-July. There's a bunch of placeholder text.
originally posted on mastodon

I did something similar in October 2024 for Weird Web October’s day #4 prompt “Lists.” (Wow, it took me a moment to find this page because it’s utterly unfindable, lol. Also my WWO archive somehow still uses my old site version 6 layout. Perhaps I’ll leave it like that as a little snapshot, haha.)

Incomplete projects that I didn’t post about and have suffered secretly in shame over, or whatever

Cityscapes

Back in February I started Yuhki Demers’ visdev cityscapes class and made barely any progress. Embarrassing! I want to finish it this year (preferably, in the next couple of months).

Weeknotes zine

This is from 2024, but I actually wrote what would have been “Weeknotes 20” as a tiny zine, photographed it, put it into a blog post, and decided it wasn’t good enough to post.

Well, I’m dropping it here now. A fun detail I can pick out is that this must have been shortly after I acquired my f/1.4 camera lens, haha.

Holding up a tiny booklet. The cover: Weeknotes 20, October 7, 2024. Cartoon doodle of me giving a thumbs up.

First spread. 1) A new homepage! Finally fulfilling my Halloween website goals I failed in 2022. 2) Taking a lot of photos lately and enjoying the nice weather while it lasts.

Second spread. 3) Weird Web October: daily prompts for small weird website. Trying to make weird/fun stuff! 4) Going to Seattle next week for a concert on the train (Across the Spider-Verse in concert).

Third spread. 5) Watched Fight Club and Suzume for the first time. There's a drawing of the Fight Club narrator sitting on the little chair from Suzume. 6) Read the art book Framed Ink, and I am very amazed.

Back cover. 7) In general, feeling like I have more creative energy because I am doing more creative things. Cycle of make stuff, feel good, make more stuff.

(here is what weeknotes 20 actually turned out to be)

Other drafts that I intend to complete, for real

Stardew Valley farm tour

I got back into Stardew Valley in the summer/fall, and was motivated enough to start writing a farm tour post. Then I went on vacation, and then Hades II came out, and I forgot about it. Perhaps I can still pull something together though, even if it’s more screenshots than writing as I initially planned.

Some screenshots, originally posted to Mastodon in September:

Stardew blog post intro section, with a bold ‘Charm Farm’ title, cute floating decorative stars, and a spoiler warning.

Blog snippet, where I explain my shed design with screenshots of various sections.

Blog snippet explaining my obelisks and fish ponds.

Chili crisp page

This is published, but pretty much a work-in-progress still. I hope to fill it out more this year.

Site redesign + restructuring

Since my 2024 post about my Eleventy setup, I’ve redesigned my site and restructured my templates. I’ve started working on an updated post, but this languished and was forgotten. I want to finish it sometime in the next couple of months!

Handwriting font

I briefly tried creating a font out of my own handwriting, which was fun! I want to spend more time on that next year, which will take some work since I think I’ll need to learn how to use more complex software to do the ligatures and things that I want.

Screenshot of Procreate, where I’ve written the alphabet a bunch.
originally posted in weeknotes 30

The software complaining containment zone

I try not to complain too much on social media because I know that it’s mostly just unproductive. There are more worthwhile things to spend my energy doing. But of course, sometimes the compulsion to write something mean is too strong to resist—especially when I’ve repeatedly encountered something frustrating. Perhaps I’ll compile these every year and it will form some kind of interesting anthropological look for future readers (me) at the modern issues that plague us (me).

Anyway, here are my drafts, which is complaining and a bit of shitposting.

(micro)blog posts

I wrote these in a big text file.

  • february — using instagram is such a miserable experience. the home feed is like: 3 posts from people you follow, and then an ad, and then a ‘suggested’ post from someone you don’t follow. you have to snooze suggested posts every 30 days. what are we doing here.
    • december update: unbelievably, it somehow got worse. it’s like every 1–3 posts now that you get an ad. every single inch of instagram is infuriating. (yes, i know, the solution here is to stop using it, this is why this is the petty complaining zone)
  • june — WHY!! ARE WE GETTING AI TO DO THINGS LIKE SUMMARIZE EMAILS WE RECEIVE INTO POINT FORM AND THEN ASKING AI TO SUMMARIZE THE EMAILS WE SEND FROM POINT FORM INTO PROFESSIONAL LANGUAGE. WHY!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BIRDSCREAM.GIF
  • september: insert doomer blog post about how bad websites are. why are they so bad? bizarre.

Mastodon drafts

  • kind of a wild experience now how instagram is like one ad per post in the feed now and also ads aren’t labeled. and when it’s not ads it’s suggested reels or contacts or expiring stories.
    • correction: ads are labeled, but the little sponsored text has moved from the top of the post to the bottom right corner, on top of the image, making it 1) harder to read, and 2) identifiable as an ad only after you’ve seen it. congrats on the innovation.
  • i should be at the club (on vacation)
  • sorry for joking about safari. the real go fuck yourself platform is outlook
  • the workday really just is think
  • typing and deleting toots about how much i hate slop. there r better things to do with my time!! just frustrated at how much easier it is now to fill the web with junk. like we needed more junk mail and spam, but now it’s dressed up in proper grammar and em dashes and lists of 3. etc. old man yells at cloud. everyone has said this already. i will keep saying this. you are tired of reading it. i am also tired of reading it. old man yells at cloud!!!
  • the problem with winter is that daylight is so limited so taking an afternoon nap feels like an enormous waste of sun
  • it’s always garamond
  • getting back into stardew is so dangerous
  • Every Commercial Website Sucks And Every Personal Website Is Beautiful: Why Business Incentives Ruin Everything From Ads To User-Unfriendly Interfaces To
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Very realistic aspirations for next year

  • Personal recipe catalogue website
  • Dressup toy
  • Hobonichi layout catalogue
  • hourly comic day including the evening hours, which is when i usually lose steam
  • 30/30 pleinairpril
  • 31/31 october art challenge, whatever it may be
  • site redesign version 8 maybe
  • as you can see, i post a lot of WIP stuff to mastodon that i don’t always mirror on this website. i do want to have a better system for archiving such things on my own site, since i currently do it manually and it’s labourious enough i don’t like doing it
  • the idea of “x containment zone” comes from a couple of discords i’m in, where we have appropriately labeled certain channels for such vibes so they don’t bring the whole place down.
  • perhaps i should write a companion blog post titled “things I did finish this year”
  • ok posting this without proofreading

Weeknotes 35

2025-12-13 08:00:00

How I’m spending my time these days

and other things I’m thinking about

  • I’ve been excitedly using my 2026 planner (a Hobonichi Weeks, which technically starts in December 2025). My desire to use a physical planner ebbs and flows throughout the year. I’m currently really into it, on account of the whole shiny new planner thing. Surely this is the year I will fix myself.
  • Related to analogue notetaking: I started a commonplace book, which I’ve been curious about trying for many years now. It just felt—inefficient, to do it on paper instead of in a tool like Obsidian or Notion or whatever. But I’ve never been able to maintain any kind of useful knowledge management system even with such tools, so I should try something else.
  • Home organizing/decluttering is ever-ongoing. I’m not very good at housekeeping, but I’d like to adopt a cat in the near future and thus have tangible motivation to get my house in order.
  • I’ve been watching a lot of home vlogs lately, which makes me want to lifestyle vlog (/blog) as well, like if I too emulate this beautiful kind of life, then I too will be beautiful and happy and fulfilled. I think a little bit of this aspiration is good for me (due to my aforementioned Being Bad At Housekeeping), but the consumerist nature of it can be offputting and overwhelming.
  • I’m counting down the days til the holidays—I don’t celebrate anything, so this time of year is mostly just a reprieve from the work schedule for me, which is exciting. I’m trying not to daydream too much about it, because I know I’ll inevitably spend a lot of time lazing about instead of Being Productive. Rest is good, but I also want to get stuff done.
  • Playing games sometimes—cautiously venturing back into the new Destiny 2 expansion (quite fun), and some more Hades II here and there (trying to romance Icarus…)

Creative projects I’m working on

  • The year’s media recap, which is probably the big grand thing I’ll be working on for the rest of this month. So far it’s in the vapourware stage of barely existing in my head, but I’m looking forward to spending a lot of time and focus on it over the holidays.
  • Drawing, sometimes. I started a new sketchbook!
  • Adding stickers and washi tape to my planner is fun.
  • Adding to my December Adventure log, where I’m documenting whatever creative bits I accomplish every day. Sometimes that involves not doing anything. I’m enjoying the lowkey nature.

It’s nice to return to this format after a while. I don’t feel the need to adhere to my previous structure. I sat down and wrote this in less than an hour, which is very freeing.

Shortbox Comics

2025-11-02 08:00:00

  • i finally got around to buying and reading comics from this year’s ShortBox Comics Fair and wanted to briefly (very briefly!) record them here
  • note: as of writing, these are no longer available to purchase on SBCF; i’ve linked to the artist websites/socials instead

Dream Loop by Vakueva Nina (@inkpangur)

  • A girl and a mysterious police guy twirl around each other in a yin yang pose, surrounded by strange dream-like details (like zombie hands?)
  • this is such a fun comic about dreams
  • in the first one, she dreams that she’s missing her exam despite having graduated
  • which is. same. the only recurring dream i have is about uni stuff
  • the art is beautifully cross-hatched
  • the expressions are so good!! so funny and really capture the chaotic nature of dreams

INJEST by Mapurl

  • A court jester; a wolf chasing a hare; a sword.
  • love the atmosphere in this…a little bit eerie and mysterious
  • the use of lighting is so good
  • and then the sudden drama/surprise of certain panels…chef kiss

WHEN I WAS A CHILD, I WATCHED A MAN DISMEMBER A DOVE by Alex Siple

  • The title written in the style of an illuminated manuscript, with delicate gold foil details around it.
  • this one is a Berserk fancomic
  • i’ve never read berserk but i picked this one up because the style is so intriguing
  • while i don’t follow the ‘what does it mean’ of it all, i love the vibe
  • it mixes prose styles (drop caps!!) with imagery in such a cool way…

War and the Maiden by riotbones

  • A line drawing of: a maiden in front of a manor; War, on horseback, spearing a dragon through the throat; a border of knighthood and flourishes.
  • i love the art…textures and colours/atmosphere
  • this one is more conceptual/philosophical and everything is very moody
  • i enjoy watching (reading) these two duke it out…

Song of the Seabirds by Narsid

  • Two angels hold hands, under a flying dove.
  • THIS SHIT MADE ME CRY! !!!
  • incredibly beautiful art. every page is beautifully composed and detailed. the colours are gorgeous. the lines are so clean
  • OBSESSED with it. i could look at it forever
  • some pages and compositions are like a whammy to the chest
  • also: a love story for the ages

A note on availability: ShortBox comics are only available to purchase for the duration of the fair (October 1–31). Artists can choose to share/sell their comics independently afterward. Since none of the direct SBCF links work anymore, I’ve linked to the artists’ sites/social media, whichever best shows a preview of the comic.

I realize it kind of defeats the purpose to write about these after the fair is over (apologies)…if there’s one that piques your interest, I recommend keeping an eye on the artist to see if they make it available in the future! (definitely do check out their other works though.)

Blog post

2025-09-30 08:00:00

currently

  • got back into stardew valley
  • paused that tho so i could play freak levels of hades 2 (rolled credits today) (lol)
  • listening to hadestown cast recording – saw it in nyc earlier this month and i have thought of nothing else since
  • mourning the end of sunny weather

making stuff

  • not at all! not working on anything. not doing anything for spooky website season. tons of drafts in general for this website. perhaps that’s fine actually
  • i do want to attempt a drawing challenge though for october
  • and/or weird web october
  • feeling very uncreative and listless lately, which is boring and not new but
  • i guess it be like that sometimes
  • gradually adding to a yearly media highlights list, which i’m kind of excited to write
  • no idea what i’ll do for it yet, if it’ll be like last year’s, but it’s fun to think about. tons of amazing art, entertainment, and creative work out there every single day

  • generic i need to redesign my website to solve all my problems sentiment here

Goal: make one comic this year

2025-08-01 08:00:00

that’s it that’s the post

Weeknotes 34

2025-07-20 08:00:00

This website

I redesigned my website!!!

A blog post. The page design features a soft pink background, with large red title text and a serif body font.
here's what it looks like. if you're reading this via rss, you should go look at it.

In some ways it’s not that different—the overall layout is the same, with centered content and all. The fonts and colours are new. I’m excited to look at something new though, because I was getting quite tired of the old design.

My desk, with my website open in one of my two monitors, showing my work in progress site redesign. I have a glass of iced coffee.
the redesign view

Movies

Watched some good movies lately!

  • Amélie: just saw this last night at a local theatre—so beautiful!! I’m listening to the soundtrack as I write this! I am also a very shy person with an overactive imagination, so many things about it were Too Real.
  • Superman: wonderful, might see it again
  • The Godfather: so late to the party here. ok I get it now!! I get the memes!!!
  • KPop Demon Hunters: BANGER AFTER BANGER SONGS, GREAT MOVIE FOR MY FELLOW KPOP SICKOS (CURRENT OR FORMER)

Games

I’m playing Destiny again because the new expansion just came out. As of writing, I’m not done the campaign yet! While I’m enjoying myself (except for the orbin’ time mechanics), my enthusiasm is much more muted than it was compared to the previous expansions.

I also didn’t participate in this weekend’s contest mode raid, which I feel glad about because it’s looking like it was an absolutely miserable (and…buggy? who’s to say) experience for everyone involved, including the top streamers, even by normal contest mode standards.

Game screenshot. My guardian standing under a cosmic pink sky, with mint green wisps of energy flowing around. In the distance is the silhouette of a huge ship in the sand.
Cutscene. My Ghost and Guardian next to each other. Ghost says, 'Scientists?' My Warlock's helmet has one eye that is staring at the speaker.
me when scientists

Links

If I had a nickel for every time I found a colour reference site that did its job perfectly, I’d have two nickels, which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice.


Photos

Mirror outfit photo in a store. I’m wearing an oversized blazer, high-necked top, short pleated skirt, tights, and ankle boots, all in black.
ootd on a nice day out
Mirror selfie, but the mirror is in the ceiling. I'm standing in a theatre lobby.
at the theatre

Some comic/zine purchases recently:

A zine called 'Hot Rot', featuring a cartoon poodle that appears to have buried a body; a short comic titled 'The Gift', with a girl taking a photo of herself in a mirror in a dark room.
Hot Rot by puppyteeth / The Gift by Zoe Maeve
A zine of breakfasts from around the world, with a colourful cover illustration of a dining table with various foods on it.
Slow Mornings by Paige Jung

I also bought Watchmen and Hawkeye (2012), two comics I’ve been wanting to buy for years.

  • I had to do a bunch of hard drive clearing to be able to download the 100+gb Destiny update, which sucked and maybe I need to finally buy an external hard drive now. Or add a new SSD maybe. I think my PC can fit that? idk I built it several years ago and haven’t thought about the specs since.

  • I’m visiting NYC again in a couple of months!! lol. we simply enjoyed it so much last time. This time, I was able to coordinate the days around attending the Jet Lag season 15 premiere in September, which is very exciting. also I will be finally seeing a Broadway show!! (Hadestown!!!)

  • how are we 2/3 into july. where is the time GOING

  • I haven’t been drawing much and I need to be bullied into it